it hurts so much..

its 4:41am.. i don't know how im going to be able to sleep tonight..

we have been together for over a year now.. doesn't that mean anything to you?

i have been there for you through thick and thin.. even though i haven't given you much, its still everything i have got.. I have  never fell for a girl like this and it sucks because you don't feel the same way.. it hurts so much to know that your not over him, it hurts so much that even though i have done my best for over a year, it still didn't impact nothing, all these tears i have  cried even in front of you was.... nothing.. it seems like you want to let me go but i just cant.. maybe im just being selfish.. im not saying im going to die without you but i can say that its going to hurt so much for me to bare.

i love you, i really mean it. i would of done so much for you, i would of given up the whole world for you, you were truly my everything.. 

now when i look at all the times we had i dont even know if you really did feel that way.. now when i look at our pictures i dont even know what to think anymore..

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